This is going to be one of those purely introspective, journalistic type of posts, where I essentially just have a dialogue with myself and think out loud. I’ve never been one of those people who wants to bolt from home– from where they’ve grown up– as soon as I was able to. In fact, I’ve… Continue reading I’m through here
Month: December 2010
Talking too much about talking to myself.
You are going to have to excuse a few paragraphs that will likely come off as narcissistic– I don’t care for it either, but I need the context before I really get into my thoughts. —- self-indulgent context starts here —- I feel like I’ve developed some sort of conversational problem, or a misalignment of… Continue reading Talking too much about talking to myself.
Part 3 of ?
Answer the call, answer the call, answer the call. I am answering. I feel very dulled. I think this is the most concerning development I’ve undergone in my life; or perhaps I mean disconcerting more than concerning. I’ve had this idea of myself for years of being sharper than a tack; sharper than the word… Continue reading Part 3 of ?
Part 2 of ?
I am kind of scared of myself, lately. Maybe I am really just fearful for myself. It isn’t the typical sense of fear, though. More of a suspense. That suspense of not really knowing what the person is going to do next. The thing about suspense, is there doesn’t have to be any real sign… Continue reading Part 2 of ?
Part 1 of ?
There’s something about this time of year, something about going outside at night and just standing out there in the cold and dark, as the wind sneaks around the trees as if its playing a game of hide and seek with the night. Sometimes I’ll look up and notice how much clearer the sky looks,… Continue reading Part 1 of ?