NOTE: So I tried to right this in my bed with my eyes closed. I got misaligned on the keys when I actually started writing. When I woke up this morning and was going to start revising/rewriting my initial draft, I discovered what I had gotten down– a likely improvement from whatever I probably wrote (though I plan on revising this draft of what this actually is supposed to be)
ok. Laying in bed again trying to write I am too tired to try anything elsem but need to get things written, and I don’t have time usually. This is compromise. I have a lot of thoughts to organizw, but I don’t think I want to go that deep, that tangible right now. I apologize in advance, because what likely will result won’t result in prosem but I wouldn’t call it anything else.. just streams of consciousness, streams of feeling and streams of imagination. Nothing more.
I slesyd likrf fudk, in gsvy, yhsy esd hid (vhsnr I yo hid) gsbotiyr yimr og fsu.
Yhr yeo dsy.
Syop s hill yhsy trlsyibr yo rvrtyhing rldr stounfLookrf foen on yhr trdy og yhr Rstyh.
Iy esd s htsu monyh, vhillu, einfy snf domryimrd rbrn volf.
Iy esd slesyd do wuiry ouydifr.
Yhry voulf hsbr brrn yhr lsdy yeo proplr slibr
Snf got yhsy, frdpiyr snuyinh rldr
Yhry ertr sll yhry hsf.
Dhr dsy in yhr bsvystf og sn sbsnfonrf builfinh
Noe yhrit houdr
Snf trsf.
Rbrn ig iy esd volf ouydifr, yhry dsy ouydifr
Vlodr yohryhrt, dhstinh s blsnkry snf rsvh oyhrt’d hrsy.
Yhouhh ogyrn noy dsuinh s eotf
Yhry dhstrf vompsnu.
Momrnyd og yimr lspdrf likr lonh vtoddgsfrd. Yimr hsf no mrsninh
Iy mrtrlu esd s vonyinuum on ehivh yhry ytsbrlrf
Domryimrd hr eoulf plsu on hid huiyst, ysppinh ouy thyyhmd
snf Gillinh ouy yhr volotd bryerrn yhr htsu
snf Linrd og dilrnvr snf ytsnwuiliyu
Nsyutr btouhy.
S mutmut og mrofy eoulf hrnylu gloe ouy og hid mouyh, judy unfrt yhr
Vtsvklr og s butninh vsmpgitr
Sd ig iy ertr s fidysny boivr og trsliyu
Vsllinh uou yo eskr gtom yout ftrsmd.
Dhr trsf snf dhr lidyrnrf, rbrn ig dhr fifn’y infivsyr
Hr plsyrf snf hr sfmitrf rbrn ig hr voulfn’y rcptrdd iy.
Ehrn fudk eoulf spptosvh snf ytsndgotm yhr dku inyo nihhy
Yhry eoulf puy yhrit brlonhinhd up;
Dhr voulf vutl up vlodr yo hid erlvominh rmbtsvr
Fip hrt hrsf onyo hid vhrdy sd
Hr eoulf trrl hrt in eiyh hid stmd,
Plsvinh hid vhin on hrt hrsf rnjoying hrt lonh vutlu hsit.
Yhid vlodrnrdd trminfrf rsvh og yhrm yhsy, ehilr rvrtuyhinh rldr esd honr
Yhry dyill hsf rsvh oyhrt.
Msybr iy esdn’y ehsy snuonr eoulf vsll lobr
Msybr iy esdn’y muvh motr yhsn ehsy iy esd,
buy got momrnyd hyry’f lsy yhrtr, trvlinrf, dystinh inyo dpsvr
knoeinh yhsy yhry ertr vomgotysnlr eiyh rsvh oyhrt
unyil yhry ftigyrf ogg inyo yhr unvondvioudnrdd og yhr nihhy dku snf yhr hrsbrnd sbobr.
Iy msy noy hsbr brrn lobr,
Iy msu noy hsbr bbrrn muvh
nuy iy es prtgrvy.o