I wrote 3 times today. This is the only one that gets posted for now.
Just a pretty normal list of a person’s wants for the period of a year.
2012:
I want to go camping
I want a bike.
I want to go bike riding.
I want to play guitars and sing obnoxiously loud around a bon fire.
I want to shed my skin
I want to feel better than I ever have.
I want to learn how to turn vulnerability into something advantageous.
I want to fear less.
I want to find the middle ground between who I was and who I made myself be last year.
I want to stay motivated
I want to grow.
I want to learn how to co-exist with my heart.
I want to be lonely.
I want to be loved.
I want to be surrounded.
I want to love.
I want to learn.
I want to spend lots of time looking at stars.
I want to make my own constellations.
I want to pay my respects.
I want to become stronger.
I want to stand out.
I want to write letters on physical pages.
I want to create something new on a weekly basis.
I want to put my creativity out there instead of just sit on it in fear.
I want prove my worth.
I want to take a nap in a hammock.
I want to think about the future a little bit more.
I want to stay the same age.
I want to end the year younger than I started it.
I want to focus on the positive and limit the negative to sharpening myself.
I want to be the best.
I want to live.
I want to travel more.
I want to see my friends who aren’t around.
I want to take care of something.
I want to finish what I start.
I want to play with Hot Wheels.
I want to watch more cartoons.
I want to film a real project.
I want to start an IPTV network.
I want to move back to Nashville.
I want a roommate who can compare to the 3 dear friends who were my former roommates.
I want to set myself up to not feel so isolated on January 1, 2013.
I want to live up to my potential.
I want to work harder on my talents.
I want to participate in a talent show.
I want to host a large NBA Jam tournament.
I want to refine my cooking skills.
I want to contradict myself slightly less.
I want more people to look up to me.
I want more people to challenge me.
I want to conquer lethargy.
I want to not feel like I’m always intruding on my friends.
I want to be closer.
I want to be forgiven.
I want to be regretted.
I want to be looked over.
I want to be appreciated.
I want to cry.
I want to laugh more.
I want to be healthy.
I want to dunk easier.
I want to be in the best shape I’ve ever been in my life.
I want to spend less time introspecting.
I want to be kind.
I want to write all kinds of things.
I want to make music.
I want more pictures taken of myself.
I want to trust myself with someone’s heart again.
I want to outlive the past.
I want to play hide and go seek.
I want to eat healthier.
I want to start a career but still have time for life.
I want to not be poor.
I at least want to be respected.
I want to make my parents happy.
I want to spend time with family.
I want to reconnect with distant friends.
I want to get closer to close friends.
I want to do something significant.
I want to be done writing this.
One down.