If you have an aversion to brutal honesty, hit the back button, X out of the window, or turn off the computer– continue to live in your self-constructed fantasy world of ignorance where you are comfortable and breathe easy. I am about to put pretty much everyone on blast like a failed NASA launch. I… Continue reading how to estrange yourself from everyone you know in 2300 words or less
Category: friends
Thoughts which heavily involve, analyze, or reference my friends.
an open tunnel
To me, love is just an open tunnel. That tunnel rarely seems to bring anything but pain. I loved a girl for a few years. First, we were barely more than acquaintances through a mutual friend. There was never a day that I was aware of her existence that I didn’t like her. Then we… Continue reading an open tunnel
getting personal
I was in the car. I was driving the car. There were 4 of us in there. We were driving around the city of Fairview, looking for a graveyard. We were going to take pictures, maybe make memories of each other as ghosts. It was in the summer, of course, which is the appropriate time… Continue reading getting personal
Man up, James! – Issue 131
Man up, James! It is 50 minutes into the last day of my least favorite month. This January was no exception to the rule; pretty bad January. A lot to be thankful for? Sure. A lot to look forward to? Somewhat. A lot of emptiness and uncertainty? Of course. The past two days were the… Continue reading Man up, James! – Issue 131
delirium strikes
For years, they tried to fool proof myself Scientists in a lab The coats The computers The spectacles I, The Spectacle When I wasn’t blinded by The pervasive light overhead Softly spoken schematics and directives overheard A dark room and haze Filled in around me I could feel it Compressing the air surrounding It whispered… Continue reading delirium strikes
no effort – Facebook Pasting I
I wanted to post something, but I didn’t want to take the time to finish writing anything. So I copy and paste delirious facebook ramblings and call it blog! Italicizing myself for dramatic, confucian/bozoean effect I’ve finally won for real? Via choosing different races handicapped ones I have won what are you talking… Continue reading no effort – Facebook Pasting I
the loneliest day of the year?
I forgot that today was going to be the loneliest day of the year. Had I remembered that, I might have proceeded with more trepidation, but I also estimate I ultimately would not have settled for trying to mitigate it. Instead, I found myself waking up from a nap at 6:44 P.M. remembering that at… Continue reading the loneliest day of the year?