Category: life

Answer the call, answer the call, answer the call. I am answering. I feel very dulled. I think this is the most concerning development I’ve undergone in my life; or perhaps I mean disconcerting more than concerning. I’ve had this idea of myself for years of being sharper than a tack; sharper than the word… Continue reading Part 3 of ?

I am kind of scared of myself, lately. Maybe I am really just fearful for myself. It isn’t the typical sense of fear, though. More of a suspense. That suspense of not really knowing what the person is going to do next. The thing about suspense, is there doesn’t have to be any real sign… Continue reading Part 2 of ?

There’s something about this time of year, something about going outside at night and just standing out there in the cold and dark, as the wind sneaks around the trees as if its playing a game of hide and seek with the night. Sometimes I’ll look up and notice how much clearer the sky looks,… Continue reading Part 1 of ?

The sun’s down again. It usually is. That’s when you choose to live. Sometimes, and by that, I mean all of the time, you live by thinking. Your mind lives vicariously through your body.  The problem is that nobody else sees it. You’re alone tonight,.. thinking about how cool you are. Your coolness quotient is… Continue reading I got bored..

It is hard to take a look inside when you pass by the mirror without recognizing anyone. Look up and there’s a stranger in front of you. Familiar face. Reticent eyes. Robotic expression. Was it in a wax museum? Perhaps it was out of expectation that you forgot who you were. If you aren’t continually… Continue reading Streaming Consciousness, High Bandwidth, No Buffering