Man up, James! It is 50 minutes into the last day of my least favorite month. This January was no exception to the rule; pretty bad January. A lot to be thankful for? Sure. A lot to look forward to? Somewhat. A lot of emptiness and uncertainty? Of course. The past two days were the… Continue reading Man up, James! – Issue 131
Category: life
Writing that directly ties in to my life as a whole.
Moron.
Preface: I have a lot of unpublished drafts. I like to go back and look at them from time to time as they catalogue feelings and times that I was going through. Here is one from 2009 called Moron. I had just decided to take a break from a relationship with someone I loved very… Continue reading Moron.
worth
If I am told I am worth something By those who are worth to me But they don’t show it What am I really worth And if I am worth very little To those who are worth to me Then am I really just worth Nothing at all? I say it but I don’t mean… Continue reading worth
delirium strikes
For years, they tried to fool proof myself Scientists in a lab The coats The computers The spectacles I, The Spectacle When I wasn’t blinded by The pervasive light overhead Softly spoken schematics and directives overheard A dark room and haze Filled in around me I could feel it Compressing the air surrounding It whispered… Continue reading delirium strikes
About Sums it Up
note: wasn’t gonna post this at all, but am doing it anyway. I was gonna write what I was gonna write on this normally, but I preferred some abstraction for summing up my feelings here–at least… I felt like abstraction could express my feelings better than cut and dry communication. It is not a short… Continue reading About Sums it Up
Viva la resolution
I have never really used the concept of a New Year’s resolution for anything more than bad jokes, but this year, I have become motivated to actually do one. Thing is, this one is more substantial, as well as something that people can hold me accountable to. For too long, I’ve let myself remain in… Continue reading Viva la resolution
On Beauty
There is a thing about beauty In the connection that it brings Coupled with that smile and A tickle of eye contact Make the heart pump a little harder. The thing about beauty Is it provides a window for the soul To experience something or A moment or Someone Much more pure than I am… Continue reading On Beauty