If you have known me long enough, or read this a few times, you probably have a basic idea of some of the phases I’ve been through in the last few years of my life. One of the dominant themes of the past 2 and a half was intense isolation, and the loss of myself.… Continue reading Lost Arts

I tried to write tonight. Then I accidentally refreshed the browser 3 paragraphs in. I am exhausted, and can’t spare more energy to start over, or try to write anything else. What a disappointment. I’ll tell you something scary, though. When you think you are encountering yourself. You meet someone, and you see reflections of… Continue reading I need to introspector gadget.

Looks like I need to clear some things up. The thing is, I feel like no matter what I say, there will be a segment of people (likely the direct objects) who just won’t believe me. I can’t let that matter, though. Let me start with a few broad things. Anger is an mal-intented stranger.… Continue reading Let’s Clear Some Things Up + Thoughts on Anger

But it was relevant to myself, because this is the never ending path I am finding myself on, and the biggest current theme in my life right now: The path to atonement, the “redemption story” — it is something I’ve thought a lot about (it is one of my favorite character arcs), and I don’t… Continue reading Atonement: this was either spot on, or the biggest pile of BS I’ve ever presented

Tomorrow I start my life over– again. Or so it feels. I did this once already within the last year, when I went back to school and started working at Forrest Hills. Tomorrow, I reboot, again, and that is kind of terrifying me at the moment. It isn’t so much nerves, it is the lack… Continue reading More Honesty Minute

I found one of those fill in the blank paragraph frames in a grammar book I had in like 5th or 6th grade called ‘My Special Place’. It is crazy how relevant it still is to my life even to this day. Whenever I am feeling down or sad, I go to my room. It’s a tough place… Continue reading My Special Place